this picture's belong to you.

gatau kangen aja.

Hai! hari ini itu..............kewrik deh pokoknya huh -_- tadi di sekolah gitugitu ajaaaa ga ada sesuatu yang makes me "WHOAA" gituu. oh iya, gue kan punya temen gitu namanya kya. padahal tadinya gue gabegitu deket gitu loooh. tp semenjak sma jadi deket hehehehe terus teruuus kita ber2 kan tadinya deket juga sama 2wece gidu namanya nara sama hana. tapi.....karna......sesuatu....kita jadi jauh gitu deh UHUHUH T_T ceritain gak niiiy?oke deh aku ceritakan saja yaaah.

This is the story, enjoy it...

Ada anak baru gitu di sekolah gue, cewe. Namanya Ipah. Wuakakaka nama di samarkan -_-"

She's-the-ONLY-reason!!!!!!!!! Penyebab kenapa gue, kya, sama nara dan hana jadi menjauh! Tiap gue lagi nyamperin mereka, tebak.... What's their response to me? Yap. Gue dicuekin. KKKKESEL BANGET GAK SIH? Si ipah tuh yaaah kalo di sekolah astaga sangat-sangat-sok-hyperactive. Sok-heboh, sok-asik, daaaan pokoknya, there are much of 'sok' things inside herself! HAHAHA oke omongan gue ngaco banget -_-

Teyus teyuuus, tadi kan pas lagi sholat jumat, gue sama anak-anak wece lagi ga ada kerjaan gituuu. Sembari menunggu anak-anak woconya pada selesai sholat, akhirnya gue sama kya ke lab fisika. Kita ketemu tmn-tmn 'Semester 1' gua. Hahaha maksutnya X-I -_-" we talked many things! Yaaa trending topicnya masih tetep si anak baru itu wuakaka. (we = me&kya). After that, gue minta kya nemenin ke kantin. Cause I wanted to buy 'beng-beng'. Berhasil lah kita membeli beng-beng.

We went out from canteen. And then we saw...........................T-H-E-M! Ohemjih what we should've to do? Yaudah kita jalan aja deh, pretending like... Ga ngeliat mereka hahahaha dan ujung-ujungnya ngeliat juga -_- terus karna kita hanya ngeliat si nara doang with her lovely husband, oops.... Nggak deng hahaha temennya. Dia nyapa gue sama kya. She asked us 'bout our classroom. Gue ngejawab. Kya juga ngejawab. Yaudah gitu doang. Terus-terus pas kita udah mau jauhan gitu dari dia (jaraknya) I SAW THAT KUNYUK GIRL! Kunyuk bnr emang. Doi lagi ngobrol sama si hana. Terus-terus seperti biasa.............sok heboh apaansih -_-

Daaaan akhirnya, this is the last paragraph. MUNGKIN. HAHAHAHHAA. Kya and me went to their classroom (2nd floor). Pertama gue sm kya nengok ke dalem kelas, terus mereka nyuruh masuk, yaudah kita masuk. Terus akhirnya keluar kelas lagi gitu kan, and....... what the hell do they did? They talked NOT to us. Mereka malah ngobrol sama anak-anak lain! Eh nggak deng, tunggu.... Kayanya gue salah -_- eh nggaaa! Mereka gak nyuekin gue kok wkw si hana sih ngajakin gue sm kya ngobrol, si nara?auk dah she looked VERY BUSY with her own business. Gangerti deh gue. Pokoknya gitu.

Tapi gue udah lumayan baikan sih sama si hana. Hehehehehehehehe o:)

HUGS AND LOVES, diggy!

mood : *freaking out*

I have a new another story. hmmm, lebih tepatnya sih 'love story'. eaaa.

Gue punya temen deket. Cowo. Yaaa deketnya gitu deh, deket. Ya gimana sih orang kalo deket?!

Tapi, gue ngerasa hubungan gue sm dia ini tuh 'ngga sehat'.

Maksut gue, kita deketnya itu kayak ga cuma temenan doang, tapi lebih. And, what made me just said that our friendship isnt healthy is.... cause of, he had a girl. HUHUHUHU.

Tapi, the more I get closer with him...the more I really like him. Gue pgn sih ngejauh. Pgn bgt. Tapi kalo gue ngejauh, I'll just be going insane. I mean, TOTALLY insane!

Gue emg udah rada gak waras berani posting kayak gini ke blog sendiri. Tapi siapa lagi temen curhat gue selain blog?

HUGS&LOVES, diggy.

mood : *annoyed*

Hai blogwalkers!

its already 2011. WOW, I cant believe it! why does the time goes faster and faster?! hm anyway, first sentences that I should say is "HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!! Hopefully, this year would be our 'blessing year' ever!"

Well, gue mau cerita banget-banget-banget ttg temen gue. mungkin pas lo baca postingan yg ini, lo bakal mikir kalo cerita gue tidak-penting-AT-ALL. Tapi gue bener-bener harus menumpahkan semua yg ada di dalem hati gue selama ini ke blog gue ini!!!!!!!!!!! *hyperball mode:on*

Soooo, this is the story...... *deg deg, deg deg*

Once upon a time, there are two girls named 'nina' and 'nana'. (knp jd kyk cerita dongeng?!) oke ulang-ulang.

Jadiiii, gue punya temen. Waktu itu gue dktttt gitu sama dia (cewe). Sering chat, ngobrol bareng, and she loves to share her own-love-story with me (THAT TIME), begitupun gue. Tapi, as time goes on, dia makin ngejauh sm gue. Iyasih pantes aja, cause I've got another girls that have been closer with me, and so-does-she. Skrg dia sekolahnya di...... situlah pokoknya hehehe (I shouldnt publish it!).

GAAAAAHHH! udh ah gak penting. Pokoknya. Gini deh ya. I THOUGHT, SHE IS THE MOST ARROGANT PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD! GRRRRR feels like, I-SERIOUSLY-WANNA-SLAP-YOUR-F-ing-FACE this time!! AAAARGGHHHH >>:O

BIG 'OOPS' NIH! Gue kan anak baik, jd gaboleh gitu yakan. I do love you my ex-best-friend o:)

HUG&LOVE, Diggy.

#FACT: Its just so hard for me.... to breathe, now.

Sesuai dengan judul. Iya. Gue skrg lg nyesek. Gatau knp. Nyesek bgt. Makasih ya buat lo yg udah dari bulan Oktober lalu baik bgt sm gue. HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAAAA HA HA HA. To be honest... I have got a big-big-big-superbigcrush sama dia sbnrnya, tp dianya gt sih. Tiap hari nanyain ini itu. Pokoknya terlalu baik deh. Tapi beneran... gue sbnrnya knpsih?!!?!??!?GAKJELAS. Iya emg gue gajelas. Mau gue apa????????????????? APA??????? do I getting jealous with her???????????? Getting jealous with the 14th-years-old girl? Gamauuuuu >.< BYE.

Could I face it?

Apa itu?printscreen pict. Iya betul printscreen dr website ppdbdki. Sekarang gue udah masuk 5 bulan di SMA. Tepatnya di SMAN 78 Jakarta. Awalnya sih gue bener-bener gabisa betah sekolah disana, grgr disana sistem belajarnya bener2 susah. Gimana ga susah, belajarnya bener-bener udah kayak sistem di kuliah. Can you imagine?gue musti ngejar tiap hari materi yang guru kasih. GILA. Mana tiap hari dikasih tugas bejibun-jibun -_-

Gue sempet stress bgt loh masuk situ. Tiap hari kerjaannya ......... *I think it would be better if we skip this sentences. Okay. Kembali ke permasalahan. GUE-SEMPET-STRESS-TINGKAT-DEWA. Seriously, I thought I was the unlucky people in this whole world. Ternyata enggak. There are anothers just-like-me. Mereka juga stress sama kaya gue. Akhirnya kata-kata temen gue mulai ngurangin kestressan gue. SHE SAID............. "Gapapa kita kaya gini dulu semester 1. Ntar semester 2 udah tenang. Yaaaa kayak 'bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian.'"

A Rocket To The Moon - I Think About You Everyday

Oh girls these nights are dull
I wish that i could spend them with you
I'm looking at this wall
Repeating "girl i love you"
Just take your pick
They're all the same
These things that you are telling me
can't really show me how you feel
I'm breaking down
I'm falling down
But now I'm breathing
And now I am scared to move
Don't listen to a word I tell you
Just take me by my hand
And I swear I'll make this up to you

So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you everyday

Oh come on girl
There's so much to say
So instead of kidding everybody
How bout you try your tricks on me
on me.

So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you everyday

Oh...
Oh,
Do you know
How this feels to see your face when I close my eyes
Bet you know
How it feels to be the only thing that matters now

So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you everyday
So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you everyday

YOU SHOULD READ THIS POST! PLEASE?

Mommy!

I am only 3/4 of an inch long, But I have all my organs.

I love the sound of your voice. Everytime I hear it, I wave my arms and legs.

The sound of your heartbeat is my favorite lullaby.

Month two,

Mommy,

Today I learned how to suck my thumb.

If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby.

I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.

It is so nice and warm in here

Month three,

You know what Mommy?

I'm a boy!

I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy.

I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad.

It makes me sad too.

And I cry with you even though you can't hear me

Month four,

Mommy,

My hair is starting to grow. It's very short and fine.

But I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising.

I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes.

And stretch my arms and legs.

I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month five,

(you went to the doctor today)

Mommy! he lied to you.

he said that I'm not a baby.

I'm a baby, Mommy, your baby...

I think and feel...

Mommy, what's abortion?

Month six,

I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him

he seems cold and heartless!

Something is intruding my home.

The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy, what is it? It burns!

Please make him stop!

I can't get away from it!

MOMMY! Help me!

Month seven,

Mommy, I am okay.

I'm in Jesus's arms.

He is holding me :)

He told me about abortion.

why didn't you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just....

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

I hope you get 'something' of this simple story :'''

♥, me

Sorry

Sorry for everything that I've done...

Sorry for my-every-words that I've spoken to you...

maybe it hurts you so bad, right?

Sorry for blaming you for e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g

now, I realized that........... I've hurt my self, by hurting you!

sometimes I wanna text you, but I know you won't reply it.

I hope someday, you'll realize that.... I-am-so-regretful!

and all I can say is................ "SORRY" :'(

in20years.com this site's totally funny!

Lianita

Mega

Meydisya

Erdiana

Danssia

ME!!!omg this is so damn ugly!right?hhh-_-

gue iseng liat foto2 fb orang gitu, nah nemu deh poto dia yg dr website in20years.com yaudah gue coba hehe. tuh foto2 tmn2 gue kalo udah 20thn kedepan, HAHA lucu kan kecuali gua!

Good Lyrics!

"So, I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands,

and pray to be only yours

I pray, to be only yours

I know, now you're my only hope..."

"I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back"

conversation on omegle~

(look!muka mereka bingung grgr mrk gangerti gue ngmg apa, huh)

he sang "i'm yours" for me :p

nah, yg diatas itu percakapan gue sama (panggil aja phil) dia dr austria hehe. anaknya baikkk bgt, lucu lagi hahaha. gue cm bisa ngasih beberapa foto aja itu yg diatas, sisanya males gue upload hoho.

♥, me